Tuesday, December 22, 2009

A Supernatural God....

Without a doubt, I alway let my mouth get me into situations then I feel the need to come back and try to explain one more time....

I decided to post some of the 'experiences' I shared and some people, no matter what, will just not be able to accept that this is of Jesus Christ because it is not in their 'doctrine'. Yes, I am in a battle. A spiritual battle that says 'Wake Up! The things of God are not the things of men.' I started believing in man's word more than God's word. There is a real problem in that because the basic truth is that God's Word, The Holy Bible, is truth, not man's. I have repented and now, once again, find myself alone and forsaken or so that is what the enemy is trying to get me to believe....When the rubber meets the road, where do you go? Do you run to your friend's side or do you head out the door because the situation just doesn't equal up with your man-made doctrine? I am consciously choosing to believe the Bible over what man says.

If any were to be reading this and really knowing what is going in my life, they would know that I am in a battle for my healing. The Bible says that 'we were healed' by His stripes. Whose stripes? Jesus Christ's stripes. It is not in the future tense, it is not in the present tense, and it most certainly does not say 'Lord, IF it be thy will...'. Every single day since I decided to ditch the naturopathic doctor's advice for a diet for me to follow, I have been confronted with "Are you really going to believe God's Word today?" Sure you're healed, Mist. You're hobbling around here in soooo much pain, and the rashes, and the irritability and moodswings, and the dizziness, and the nausea, and the feelings of paranoia which are extremely hard to handle when you 'feel like' you are all alone; especially when I know, if I eat this way, all these symptoms would go away for the most part until other symptoms start showing up because now I am deficient in another area. And once again, I am in bondage. You can eat this, you can't eat that; do this, don't do that and the simple task of cooking dinner becomes a greater chore because my husband is not going to eat it, my daughter can't eat it as she has her restrictions (food intolerances), and basically here I am locked and tied up into bondage because of man's edict. So as Job would say, "Yet though he slay me..." If the Lord chooses to slay me then that is His right as Supreme Omnipotent, All Powerful and All Knowing God. But, I am choosing to believe His Word that says "His Word is truth. He desires us to prosper and be in good health, that by His stripes we WERE healed." Hear what I am saying... It does not give me the right to chunk out and eat whatever I want....I believe there is a sound nutritional plan, but I am having a really, really hard time with my doctor, of the race mankind, telling me I can't have this and this and this.....On the other hand, God's Word tells me you have liberty, do not call anything I have made unclean, do not forbid...

You see, in the past, I used to attend a very strong in Word of Faith Church. I have seen God do supernatural things. I did not always understand but without a doubt it was God and He got the glory, not man. Since that time, in various times of my life, God has done supernatural things for me and my husband. Like the time we were going down the road and there was a deer right in front of us. There was a very thick fog and my husband had seen the deer crossing in front of the vehicle we were meeting. I was concentrating on seeing the road. It was very foggy; the lights of the other car were blinding, and I was focusing on keeping our car in our lane and trying to see in the fog right in front of us that I did not see the deer until right when it cross from the other lane to right in front of us. I did not have any time to react other than take my foot off the accelerator. In my mind's eye, right at that very moment, I saw God's hand come down and scoop that deer's rear end right out the path of our car. My husband was saying, "There's got to be deer fur hanging from the front of the car! We didn't hit it! We didn't hit it!" I told him what I saw...it was like when we as parents are watching our little toddlers maneuver new situations with walking and they walk in front of something, a cart, wagon, swing and we race and scoop them up to get them out of harm's way...it was the same way with the deer. I saw God's hand come down and scoop the deer's rear end up and out of the way.....This happened just a few months ago. There have been many other instances where God supernaturally intervened and provided an answer. There also have been times when I did not pay attention to that little voice speaking and regretted it.

I don't want to be casting my pearls before swine. So initially I said experiences, but I am only sharing this one for now.... I am asking for anyone who might be reading this to join with me in asking for a healing. I need a healing in my physical body. Would you take a stand with me today by believing God's Word over man's word? Likening the story of Joshua and Caleb coming back to say "we can take the promise land" only to be outshouted by those that would say, "The inhabitants are too big, we can't do it." God help me to stand on Your Word, Your Principles, Your doctrine. Help me not to hear the voice of the enemy today.

1 comment:

Lisa said...

Praying for you Debbie, praying with you.

Psalm 31
24 Be strong and take heart,
all you who hope in the LORD.